Friday, July 27, 2007

Vortex

This time when the argument started, I went into the Vortex, and came out the other side, bulletproof.

6 comments:

Catherine Rossetti said...

bulletproof... reminds me of a Radiohead song:

"Limb by limb and tooth by tooth
Tearing up inside of me
Every day every hour
I wish that I was bullet proof

Wax me
Mould me
Heat the pins and stab them in
You have turned me into this
Just wish that it was bullet proof

So pay the money and take a shot
Leadfill the hole in me
I could burst a million bubbles
All surrogate and bullet proof

And bullet proof
And bullet proof
And bullet proof"

Great photo. Specific argument? Recurring one? ...

Bulletproof.

I wish that I was bulletproof.

Warrior Dog said...

That's almost what I felt, word for word.

Relationship issues. No longer able to find the right responses to those unanswerable questions. So I 'go away', and wait for the storm to subside.

Catherine Rossetti said...

Really have no words.. of advice, support, understanding even... Just hang in there.

There's much to be said for coming out the other side. Regardless of how - Bulletproof. Numb. Broken. New. Haunted. Desperate. Free. Doesn't matter as much as coming out the other side.

Coming out is important.

And 'going away' - aahhh... a lot to be said for that too.

Going away.
Coming out.
Eternal cycle.
Like waves.
Never at peace.

Catherine Rossetti said...

Dear Chi,

Hope you're well? I'm doing much better after the small sinus operation I had a few weeks ago.

Just wanted to let you know that I have found a new home. You may have noticed that I've been experiencing a lot of problems with blogger :( Wrote their support team, but they never came back to me, and it's really just not worth the effort. I've joined squarespace, where I pay a small monthly fee, but am assured of support when issues creep up. Also, the layout and tools are wonderful! I am enjoying every minute of making my new 'home'. Please come and visit when you have a moment? http://catherinerossetti.squarespace.com/ Look forward to seeing you there.

Take care and have a lovely day.

CR

Warrior Dog said...

Dear Catherine,

How apt that you should choose to write to me at this entry. I have since seperated with B and moved back to my side of town. I am altogether happy, sad and relieved.

Glad you are well. I know all about sinus problems, as I am a sufferer as well.

Will visit you as often as is possible.

Catherine Rossetti said...

Dear Chi,

"I am altogether happy, sad and relieved."

Aye, whole tumult of emotions... Never, ever easy seperating, breaking up. Many things :) but not easy. I wish you well dear friend.

Take care. And yes, please visit.

Big hug,
Your CSI Partner :)